L reached a spot in the grasslands were he felt centered and sat. "Now I just wait and see... Hopefully I will find her"



((just dea))

Dea appeared in front of L. She staggered a bit, as if dizzy, before sitting down in front of him. "You need me?"

he wasnt phased at all "You are the daughter of megumi?"

She nodded. "Yes."

he nodded "I was a follower of your mother... was... I am L"

Dea smiled. "I know about you. You were one of my mother's favorites."

he smiled slightly "Yes..." the smile disapeard "But family wasn't..."

Dea tilted her head to the side. "What do you mean...?" she asked.

"my girlfriend and our child... She blinded her and made my daughter age differently all because my girlfriend was kira once"

Dea looked down. "I remember Amaya. She didn't age differently. She just aged in another dimension. She was well taken care of and happy. Her memory was erased before she was sent to you so she could start over. My mother had to punish Kira...but I don't think she liked it."

"Your mother punished my love... she had the power to take away the death note... There was no reason to harm her... I had forgiven her for killing my own sister...A goddess would surely show compassion"

Dea nodded. "Yes. But when she thought of all the people that had died, she had to punish her. She couldn't show her mercy simply because you had forgiven her. Goddesses have their own rules to follow..." Her voice was soft. She didn't want to make L angry at her.

"Still I was punished to never see my daughter as a baby... Her first steps...precious memories never existing... You should know the joy of childhood... and now my daughter is gone"

Dea looked down. "All I can say is that I'm sorry. I know that isn't enough..."

"Its iok...the sins of our forebears shouldnt be what judges us" L relented losing his anger